Drained!!!!!

Have you have ever felt like you just didn't have anything left to give or that you are empty, just down right drained of everything and anything? That is how I have felt these past few months. My joy is gone! I have good days don't get me wrong but it seems my low down days seem more than the good days. I don't know if it's the winter blues, the home-school cabin fever, or WHAT....! Something inside me just want to scream as loud as I possible can and sit in a corner and just bawl like I've never bawled before. I can go AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH on here and it doesn't help! :"(

Sorry writing my feeling probably isn't a good thing.

I have been taking time to get down on my knees and talk to my Heavenly Father and reading my bible. Maybe I'm just not trusting in Him enough to handle my everyday problems because I do know He is BIG enough to take care of them and to carry me through them also. I ask Him to carry me through those hard times and ask Him to give me wisdom on how to handle the children when they are not doing as they are told  with their school work or with whatever I tell them to do, but maybe I'm not letting Him.

God has given me so many blessing like a wonderful and loving husband who provides for his family,  2 wonderful children and has abundantly blessed me with friends who are more than  friends they are my sisters, He has provided all my needs house, a car that runs, food a plenty and clothes to wear.

I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. Psalm 34:1

I need to remember to say this verse today every time I have these feelings overwhelm me today, and also remember

That this the day the Lord has made I will rejoice and be glad in it.

Deep down I know God can give me that joy that I have lost and I know He can fill me up like no one else can I just have to trust that He can and let Him. When I am weary He will pick me up and carry me through this deep dark valley, I know this is true because my God does not lie. I need to trust in Him always.